Never waking up rather than walking the streets after a beautiful drug binge seems more appealing to you now than ever. No friends no job no family only 5$ to keep you alive from here until who know when. Life never seemed so better.
Man o man catching a break is no where in sight ecspecially since regressing is the only path thats is near. The mornings are night the night is day. When did things ever be this great.
only good times from here on out thats the promise you say out loud for no one to hear some time long ago. Thats not your fault no one wants to hear, but thats not your fault. What a beautiful life the drugs whispered in his ear, this is the best things are ever going to get.. so why stop? you feel so alive so free so liberated. You are mine you are my slave i feed on your addiction its the only way im consistent. This is as good as life gets though. No friends no job no family only 5$. Thats ok cuz youve got the drugs. And this is as good as life gets. They were there when you hated your family for caring. They were there when you were at your lowest..your highest! They were there when you felt like you had no one even though you had everyone. They showed you who mattered they showed you what was important in life. No friends no job no family only 5$. What a beautiful life