everyones faces distorted
i love this ride that it gives me
meaningless and truthful words it drags out of everyone
Are they real or not
Ive had an epiphany

home

Reality bites
its not pretty, or lovely, or even a bit happy
Living where i live often shelters people too much
nothing bad really happens here so no one really realizes what the worlds really like.
his story of that house full of homeless teens reminded me of what i used to know
ive never had to go through that but i knew those places existed
ive seen a lot more than ive ever told anyone
not one person knows every thing about me or the shit ive had to put up with in my 16years.
I forgot about that reality cuz i havent dealt with it in quite a long time...

and everyone seems normal-er

idk when i feel like talking to him about it for some reason i feel like its not worthy to tell anyone of my past..but for some reason i think he'd understand more than anyone...its sooo easy for me to tell people i barely know the things ive gone through, but people im the closest to, its just soo hard for me to open up. which is kind of fucked up but its like i dont want them to know things ive gone through and then every time they look at me think of those things.
i like babbling..