20100628

aww its like watching the grass grow waiting for it to come to life
i know you have so much in that mind in yours yet you wont even let me in..
frustrating. In my head I make up the dialogue of what i want to say to you
but i cant seem to tell you what im thinking im holding myself back because you are too.
i only give as much as you give to me. plain and simple. ugh unfortunatly for you i dont give up on people
i love challenges..
well good nite world

20100622

heart lesson#3
the heart is resilient, I mean literally. When a body is burned, the heart is the last organ to oxidize. While the rest of the body can catch flame like a polyester sheet on a campfire, it takes hours to burn the heart to ash. A near perfect organ! solid, inflammable
Heart lesson#4
the unrequited heart.
you cant make anyone love you back

20100614


Though nothing can bring back the hour
Of splendor in the grass, of glory in the flower
We will grieve not, but rather find
Strength in what remains behind.

20100612

my feelings are there
your someone else but im still right here
my sweetest friend youll go away in the end
but you could have my heart in the mean time
id walk a million miles just to see you talk
who am i to you my sweetest friend
what have i become thats got me feeling readable
sweet summer nights my walls are on fire
children surround us the sun is laughing and i want to walk around with you

20100607

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." -Bob Marley

20100603

"Bang" "Bang"


I think we are the right age to start our own peculiar ways