9 is the number that comes after 8, which represents infiniti
9 is past the infinite, the mystery that cannot be explained in the world, all things extremely good and extremely bad. the inside of a black hole, nine. space, nine. bottom of the ocean, nine

o' johnny C.

I hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focused on the pain the only thing thats real
the needle tears a hole. the old familar sting
tried to kill it all the way but i remember everything
what have i become my sweetest friend
everyone i know goes away in the end
and you can have it all..

Ita almost like you just cant hold your breath for any longer
or keep that pace of safe
never back down
thats what ive been told
no more he said she said shit
this worlds so ignorant

nuclear warfare is underway
no place for children, run believe me you'll be ok
my haven is anywhere your not im a strong believer in something
stop this stupid system of changing your mind i hate that you say everything will be fine
never have i been so happy because i know we will all float on ok

constant rumbling in the night sky

constant rumbling in the night sky
searching your hand for that missing sign
lost your love, that heart it breaks
Move on move on let me speak
never have you been so happy but i know the truth i know your story
cant go on without your vice, but what can u do with a past that hasnt been so nice
i love that for the first time I cant predict the future
i have no idea where youve been who youve loved I dont know your weaknesses your strengths your worst day
but thats ok because only a few thing are related to the old times
i see your inside